Strange Curses

there are people who said i would regret when i quit NTU Business....they say it's such a waste and gave me so much tongue lashing. "HOW difficult it is to get into NTU Business blah blah blah, you are giving up on your future by giving up on a good degree."

i dun think it's that difficult to get into NTU Business...all i did was apply, went for an interview and i was accepted. that doesn't seem very difficult.

until now, which is 5 mths sinc i left NTU, i didn't really gave a very good explanations to why i choose to quit uni.

all i said was that i was pursuing what i wanted instead of what others/society wanted me to have. and hell yeah... i knew what i wanted at that point of time and studying....is definitely not what i wanted.

so i left.

some said that i was crazy and i quitted school because i had relationship problems. i did had a break up then, but i am not so idiotic to do something like that. i am not that kind of person.

i will give all my heart to someone when i love. however, when i am hurt, i will not do stupid things like committing suicide, self-multilate, or do anything to seek attention.

some also said that my parents will be very sad to see me quit. then again, i study for myself, and not my parents. what they want to see is that i be successful in life and live a fulfilling life. studying may get me to that stage but it is a double edge sword for me. it may pull me down too.

some thought that i had financial problems... everybody have financial problems.... until now i still have...money is not enough.

some thought that i failed 1 subject....that's why i don't wanna continue... am i such a loser as to give up so easily? my determination more than that.

hmmm....i shall leave it as not to give a good explanation to why i left NTU... a little bit of clouds is good.

let's just say i had the courage to break free from this social stigma that degree can get you further than a diploma, and i had the balls to chase my dreams.

besides, what more can i ask for, working day in day out with pretty girls, looking at wonderful ice-cream, and having a fantastic mentor to show me the trades of being a good leader at work and a good man in life. you can't get a better job than this.

and so i shall sign off with a random thought.
in love, sometimes love just ain't enough.
in life, sometimes being nice just ain't enough too.

and i have not regretted my decision.